it's just us inside the dark

"and i heard you noticed every day while i've been here beside myself, how your bedroom smells just like me and how you found somebody else. but there's a letter that i wrote you, just on the back of your top shelf in case you think the things i've told you, you will hear from someone else.  it talks about the things i feel when it's just us inside the dark. about the things i like to think while you lay so close to my heart and i can't seem to find the words i mean so i try to hold my tongue. while i lay wide awake and restless you should read it says...

go to hell if you're reading this and i'm not here. take your someone else and let me make this crystal clear that, that i don't need your help and i'm okay by myself. you can go to hell. oh, you can go to hell. you make sure you take someone else. and you know you can, you can go to hell."

ps. pian on perjantai. tällä hetkellä en toivo mitään muuta ku sitä, että saisin sillon olla onnellinen, ilonen ja kerranki tyytyväinen. että edes yhden päivän kaikki menis hyvin...