scars will heal but were meant to bleed

"if i went out the back door, nobody would stop me but where would i go? cause i ain't ever had a real home, so what do i know? so i could keep running, hide until they find me. but what would that do? if they could only know what i knew what would it prove? i should've seen the writing on the wall, instead i'm left to fall, cause the longer i'm away the more we stay the same. looking back where i thought i knew it all, instead i'm left to fall. did i throw it all away?

i can't believe that when i breathe, 

there's something good inside of me. 

just one good thing inside of me. 

so close to me, that memory 

of that one good thing inside of me. 

just one good thing inside of me.

i broke it all and i'm put to the test. put your hand to mine and feel this emptiness. there's no beat in my chest, 'cause there's nothing left. no it ain't goodbye, it's a last caress. that's another dream, you can hardly sleep. can you believe bad things only happen to me? god knows one day you will finally see that scars will heal but were meant to bleed. do you realize i would lie for you? please have my last breath, i would die for you. i know i'm no good but my heart beats true. you know i'm gonna fight, though i might be scared to lose. you took me in and i fucked it up again, an empty promise, no i won't pretend 'cause in the end we need someone to solve them. nobody can fix me if i'm part of the problem."